The excitement in her voice is no longer there when she speaks to me. We used to talk all the time but I scaled it all the way back to barely.
That look in her eye went from happiness to disappointment. Was supposed to carve out some time but never made the appointment.
Body language is key and I can feel the animosity. You probably think I changed up and wonder what happened to me.
I did change but only because you left me no choice in the matter. I see how you interact with others which only makes me sadder.
So I removed myself from the situation cause it was the right thing to do. I hope you find what you’re looking for cause I only want the best for you.
It had been a long while since the last time we spoke. The calendar changed and something inside of you awoke. You chose to come back into my life for reasons I don’t know. These unresolved feelings I have for you I never let go.
You say your life is a mess so I’m playing the supportive role. Making sure your happiness has been my only goal. I ask the same of you cause my life is also currently a mess. But the support you have given me has been mediocre at best.
Yet and still I’m determined make our situation work. I am not your ex and am not the source of your hurt. You have reopened the idea of us so it’s only right to explore it. If we look hard enough than there might just be a future for us.