There’s a difference in feeling like you’re alone and actually being alone. To be means there’s nobody on the other end when you reach for your phone. Pour your heart and soul out into a very empty atmosphere. Your cries for help broadcasted for nobody in the world to hear. You second guess yourself because there’s nothing else left to do. No one else to pick you up cause all you have is you. If I felt like I was alone that would just be a temporary feeling. Knowing damn well there’s more than one person underneath that ceiling. Cause in a room full of people you can still end up feeling empty. No shared interests, not giving up anything physically or emotionally. I’m not sure what I did and I hate how it’s playing out. Trust issues don’t come out of nowhere. But when you’re alone, there are no witnesses to bare.