Too Close But Not Close Enough

I played the fool but only have myself to blame.
I knew it would never happen but still played the game.
We got too close, I mistook friendship for something else.
My feelings get hurt but I could never tell you this.
I hide behind my feelings when I tell you I’m doing fine.
Impatiently waiting, hoping some night are stars will align.
But it was never meant to be and I truly know that.
Sometimes I wish that we had never even met.
Irrational thoughts sometimes cloud my better judgement.
My anger towards you only lasts for about a moment.
You’re always there for me when I need someone the most.
You’ll never be what I want you to be but I’m glad that we are close.


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